I met a few ex primary/ secondary schoolmate online recently. Havent't really talk for a very long time. All of them gave me a very surprised look ( ok, i cant really see their facial expression, but that's how i think they look when they put ??!!!! in their msg) when i said, no i am not studying Medicine/ Dentistry /anything alike, I am doing accounting ad finance. Some expressed disappointment that I pick such a uncool subject even.
Somehow, together with a few things that happened recently, I start to wonder whether I will regret my choices one day in the future.
The world is changing too fast, everything is moving forward, the best option today might as well very well be the worse tomorrow. I have been trying to change, to keep up, or merely, to change to suit my surroundings, still, there are differences I cant ignore, things that I want to preserve but have to give up if I want to make things work.
I hate choices.
I hate changes.
Can tears blur the distance between us? I have been walking the distance, walking OUT from my confort zone, why is there still an ocean in between? Or is it an ocean of tears from trying too hard?
* This is just a random post I put up when i m too bored of doing my integrative project. Not to be taken seriously*