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What an Emo month

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They say time flies, and i totally agree with it.

Right after all the post-exam trips, i worked at a small warehouse to help out with sHELL competition. It was a real sHELL-ish place to work in, what with all the dust and paper cuts and blue black and muscle pain... But still, having my cousin and a few crazy guys over there did add some colour to the otherwise routine work.

You might not realise how many Malaysians actually think they could win the 25K given out by Shell every week. Millions of forms were sent in every single week! Considering the fact that we dump half of the forms away randomly to ease our otherwise impossible to finish workload, the winners must have just been kissed by the Luck Lord.

It had been quite an emotional month for me. After getting my results, which thankfully, fulfills the requirement of University of Warwick, I joined a camping trip to Gunung Nuang with fellow scout mates. It wasn't a really enjoyable trip for me but at least I got to the top (which was actually quite bare) and back home in one piece, not to mention getting really sick for a week after that.

Thereafter, I have been busy with Visa application, medical check up and all the preparations before actually boarding the plane to the other side of Earth. Hey guys, it's 24th Sept not 24th August. Haha. Thanks for the surprise farewell anyway. You guys rawks!

Have been browsing some blogs recently. Came across one which really touches me. Partly it's because I didn't expect him to write something about me, and partly because I didn't realise that I actually did mean something to him. I have been made to think that he didn't care at all, that I was just being something of a pastime to him. Now to realise this after all the emotional turmoil that I had just been put through, I could almost see sunshine in my life.

I know. This entry is an utter mess. Just a random update.

Gibberish

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let go and being let go.
one is full of remorse, one is filled with helplessness
blaming someone or being punished for a reason not because of you
your past, your upbringing, your status
i didn't ask for it
but experiencing it both at about the same time isn't something easy
i won't whine
i won't hide
i will embrace myself to face all the challenges awaiting
when a door is closed, another will be opened for you
the inks are dried up, pages are teared,
tears have dripped upon the cover of my life,
it's time
to start a new chapter, a new journal of life
nonetheless
i will still pour my heart and soul into it