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Interestingly, 'Pressure' is one or Warwick Student Union's night.
However, the pressure i mean here is the one you face when your palms become sweaty, heartrate plummets, and feel like causing great damage to everything around you, by force.
When I start studying, some already finish the whole year's syllabus, some keep partying and wont start until the very last minute because, JUST because they can. When I am thinking of applying for internship, some already come back from it telling everyone how great the experience was. When I want (NEED) to learn more about the market and its operations, some have been managing their own portfolio for years and have been secretly earning loads. When I got 85 for business law, others got 100 for that module.
I am no where near the top in my school or anything anymore. I may not be the worse, but I sure feel so recently. I will never get to the same level with some of the students here in Warwick, heck, the gap is so obvious one doesnt have to be an expert in HR to recognise it. Will someone please give me a bigger (and better of course) brain? I want to work harder. Ok, spending 400,000 ringgit on this degree, I NEED to work harder.
Will I ever going to keep up with this?
However, the pressure i mean here is the one you face when your palms become sweaty, heartrate plummets, and feel like causing great damage to everything around you, by force.
When I start studying, some already finish the whole year's syllabus, some keep partying and wont start until the very last minute because, JUST because they can. When I am thinking of applying for internship, some already come back from it telling everyone how great the experience was. When I want (NEED) to learn more about the market and its operations, some have been managing their own portfolio for years and have been secretly earning loads. When I got 85 for business law, others got 100 for that module.
I am no where near the top in my school or anything anymore. I may not be the worse, but I sure feel so recently. I will never get to the same level with some of the students here in Warwick, heck, the gap is so obvious one doesnt have to be an expert in HR to recognise it. Will someone please give me a bigger (and better of course) brain? I want to work harder. Ok, spending 400,000 ringgit on this degree, I NEED to work harder.
Will I ever going to keep up with this?
